Yesterday I challenged myself to start posting twice per day on Instagram, and I already failed. I did not post this morning. I had to go digging to find a photo to share just now. Its been raining all day, and I didn’t take any photos today. I have plenty of photos from years past that I can share, I just need to be diligent about doing so.
I mentioned a post or two ago that I had forgotten about a topic I wanted to discuss. I was driving this morning and finally remembered what it was.
I was thinking back about all my ex girlfriends, and realized that every single one of them had a traumatic or troubled past, specifically with their family. I didn’t realize that I was subconsciously seeking out women who have gone thru terrible situations just like my own terrible childhood. I immediately became mad at myself for not realizing this sooner. I don’t know what the point of my anger was, so I let that go. I have been reflecting on this thought for days…. Am I mad at myself because I never took the opportunity to date someone without a troubled past? Is there such a thing as a human without a troubled past? I have been thinking about that last question a lot. I can only think that people who grow up without trauma, without struggle, with a solid family and good parents, become simpletons. Is that fair of me to say? I don’t know. What is life without a traumatic past? I’ve never enjoyed such a reality. Would I benefit from a girlfriend who hasn’t had to struggle in life?
I mentioned that a woman’s character is the most important trait that I look for. This is an honest question: can you develop character without struggle, without pain and without trauma? I know my character as a person was built upon the terrible experiences that I lived as a child. I had a good example of how NOT to do things in life.
Who here grew up with a GOOD example? Good Parents and a nice home? I would love to hear your input, how do you feel about life? This would be a long discussion for sure. We could even record a podcast.
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